BigRalphN’s Ramblings (Formally Ralphies)

  About You Maybe I think about you A bit more than I should The problem is I never let you go I moved on in life  Though I never thought I would And yet you often end up on my mind Maybe I think about you A bit more than I should In a dream or in my thoughts The memory is retained And I picture a life where your heart was mine About you I smile  About you I cry About you I wonder  Why didn’t I try Maybe I think about you A bit more than I should I accepted the outcome And carried on without wondering If you ever could Maybe I think about you A bit more than I should Are you happy And did you find your dream Like I thought you would About you I smile  About you I cry About you I wonder  Why didn’t I try About you About me We said hello We said Goodbye

 Forever Man Intentions well-meant, Fall on deaf ears. The joy I thought they would bring, Ended in tears. If you knew my heart, You would understand. All I wanted was to bring you joy, To be your forever man. The forever man, The man I’ll never be. Perfection eludes me, As you plainly see. I only ask to be given the chance, To shed the tears, To find romance. To be your forever man.

To Talk About The Past Do you ever yearn to sit down with old friends and reminisce about the past? I often find myself contemplating this idea, especially since I spend a significant amount of time alone. The question that arises is whether it’s wise to pursue this. Will the memories align with reality, or will I be disappointed? Additionally, as I’ve grown older, I’ve come to realize that some of my friends may not remember certain events at all. Despite these challenges, the urge to reconnect persists. One significant obstacle for me is the limited number of true male friends I’ve had. While I’ve had coworkers and some acquaintances, only a select few have been able to provide me with meaningful conversations. There’s only one person left whom I regularly confide in. There’s at least one friend in Pennsylvania, but the distance prevents us from engaging in deep conversations. I acknowledge that I haven’t made more of an effort to connect with men in this area, but I simply don’t sha...